I guess it was July when i wrote it. I let it saved for some months, because at first, i wanted to add some words, but i didn't have any idea until July turn August, September, and October. Exactly, i don't think it's the right time for me to post it, but at least it's better than just keep this 'superb' daily report in my folder and no one read.
July, still in the atmosphere of Lebaran.
I think I’m trapped in my small private room and let my self
sleep during the day and night, just to avoid some creatures whom my mom call
them as ‘relatives’.
Actually
I’m not kinda anti-social, instead I always try to interact to almost all the
people well. But it’s a bit different about them. Sometimes I wondering why
should I go out from my room and give the sweetest smile to the people who
don’t have a business with me but yeah we have the same blood run in our vein. Ok, you can judge me selfish.
So I
prefer to lock my self in my room, watching movies, and let my body fall into
the bed and have a deep slumber. I think it’ll be better than sit in front of ‘them’
and hope this awkward moment end. But you know what? There’s always a bit guilt
in my heart when I know all I did was wrong. I know it was wrong, but what can
I do?
When I
was around them, try to listen to whatever they talking about and laugh with
them, they never notice me until someone say ‘Sini, ca!’ Ca? you should have
been mistaken! It’s my sister, I’m Isma. Ok, I know that I’m not as popular as my sisters, and actually I used
to be like this. So I just shut up my mouth and prefer to be invisible.
That's all. Maybe after read this post you'll think that: You'd better not post this. But i wanna post something this month, sooooo what i'm doing is just keep posting!
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